Let Me Win

I know that I gave up on you
A really long time ago
But god, please let me win

I know I'm not the smartest kid
I never get my homework done
But god, please let me win

The more I think of losing
The more I just lose myself
The more I take it step by step
The more I improve myself

I know my mind is filled with fear
I never doubt the bogeyman
But god, please let me win

I know my tongue is brusque and sharp
But that hasn't stopped a lot of loudmouths
From winning, god why can't that be me?

The more I think of losing
The more I just lose myself
The more I take it step by step
The more I improve myself

I know that I gave up on you
A really long time ago
But god, please let me win